Dear diary, I fucking lost my sis’s fucking calculator this fucking day because I fucking left it on my form class table and when I return from recess, it has fucking vanished into the thin air! Okay, I know I’m fucking vulgar but this is really F.U.C.K.! I’m feeling so dejected(just learn this yesterday during EL class) now. I hope she’ll forgive me.
Snaps back to reality.
Mustika and I played our primary childhood games in class one of which is the flicking of erasers until one falls on top of the other. Quite boring actually but it does bring back memory. I used to play with this boy call Jeremy Ng during chinese lessons everytime and I’m the one who always win! HEHE! But this time round, Mustika kept winning. *Shakes head.
I’ve dropped my Amaths and I feel nothing about it. Actually it wasn’t totally nothing. I know it’s really wasted but who ask me to fail the re-exam? Whatever, it’s over now. If I study very hard for my Emaths, I might get A1 for it right? HEHEHE! And I also want to be like one of my ex-schoolmate whom scored a beautiful result slip of one digit only! WOOHOOO! I’ll be really shocked if I were to get that mark(what only!). LOL! But seriously, I hope what I’m saying now would be prophetically proven next year.
Okay, my mother tongue has been going down the slope. I dont want to get back my results slip seeing a ‘B’ on the margin for mother tongue. I want an ‘A’. Mdm Tan is right, she said there’s no point fretting over the subjects that we were suppose to take in october more than mother tongue. Bec we’ll be taking our paper in June and the results would be out in August, around National day. Ms Fiza once said, ‘Rmb that all of you are in sec four now. You’ve got NO LIFE!’, which, I also nod head in agreement to it. Revision everyday is our only alternative. Bec only then, we’ll be able to do well. I’m going to work extremely hard this year, not only for O’s, but also for mid-year and common test.
Pray for me.
On wind, on wing 