Sometimes I just feel an urgent desire to write smth.
When I get that feel normally I am adament that I could finish writing a book. True to details. Sometimes even just by looking at a photograph, I can see my brain depicting it mentally and subconciously.
Maybe I could be a writer.
Caught Black Swan in the cinema today after a swim w/ Ying! It’s fabulous and Im wondering why mom nvr take us to ballet lessons when we were young! Ballet is coooooool!
Well well well, I cant seem to be catching up w/ the pace of time now. Everything seems to be zooming by at the speed of sound! I do have thurs and friday completely free for this week and Im hoping nobody will ask me out ’cause I want to spend time w/ myself! Um, maybe draw some awesome art pieces and revel myself in masochism, or maybe spend the whole day raiding the fridge and watch MioTv! I rmb that’s what I wanted to do while I was mugging hard for exams!
Internship is starting next week and Im stoked yet in this kind-of-dont-want-it-to-start feel! New environment, new colleagues, new clothes and everything new. Hopefully there wont be any DOM in there and I will not talk abt my intern in the internet! It’s so fuggin’ dangerous from how my lecturers put it. NO FACEBOOK. NO TWITTER. NO WORDPRESS. Period.
And I miss the old times w/ my girls! I could still rmb how it used to be them being forever busy while I have a whale of time to spare and now it’s the other way round. And frankly speaking, Im gng to be 10 times busier after internship starts bec I will have 2 jobs to juggle, driving and dance! This really means lesser meet ups. We alr aren’t meeting up as often and I really hope we dont drift apart *shrugs*
Um actually Im becoming more and more pessimistic about life and I see a full glass of water as empty. BEC WHY? SO MUCH DISAPPOINTMENTS THESE DAYS. And I’ve alr decided to not expect anything from anyone from friends to family so my level of disappointment could be kept to the minimum. FUCKYEAHDISAPPOINTMENT.TUMBLR.COM. No there really isn’t this web page I just double confirmed by typing the URL in. This is how free I am naw heehee!
I MISS DANCE.
That’s random. Oh yeah anw, I went club finally wheee! After months of being 18!!!!! And it’s really FUN. HELL YEAH!!!! Everyone should get a chance to let loose there! And my classmates asked me to join them this wed for ladies night again but NO I rejected. BEC WHY? THE CLUB CAN’T EVEN HANDLE ME RIGHT NOW. HAHAHAH
ME: “Sheen! I just watched How I Met Yr Mother! Too funny!”
*pause*
SHEEN: “Huh! OMG scare me I thought you met my mother just now!”
ME: “HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAA”
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So that was what happened last night when I was chatting w/ Sheen on msn. TOO HILARIOUS!
Anyways, today’s the 19th and it so happened to be my coussy’s bday! YAY TO LEGAL AGE! 😉
Just bought these 2 shoes online and now Im feeling the pinch!
But it’s so nice right!!! HEHEHEHE KAY IM GNG TO DO UP KISSMAS CARDS BYE!
Howdy! It’s come to my attention that WordPress is snowing, again.
Basically, this means that kissmas is coming real soon….& that I have no plans yet! BUT IT’S OKAY ‘CAUSE IM GNG TO EXPECT NOTHING 🙂 When I expect nothing but smth happens, I’d feel appreciative and if really nothing happens then well, so be it! Lynz suggests that I either spend w/ my mom or go club! Clubbing on the 25th sort of reminds me of packed sardines and I had better stay away from that. Spending it w/ my mom sounds good. We could buy swiss roll and pretend it’s log cake and binge at home. Or I could go to work! Sounds like I have made some contingency plans alr. Alright then! This kissmas I shall expect nothing and see how it goes!
Hello Im blogging on a Monday! HEHEHE rare sight right! 😀
Been very busy facebooking so I didnt really have time to touch this space. Anw, caught Walking w/ Dinos w/ Qingling on Friday! HEHHE it’s damn awesome and we were so amazed by how real the dinos looked! FANTASTIC!
& This was during sat’s performance!
Euk I know… too fat! Really have to lose some weight alr Im like the fattest in them! :O
Just now I was exploring SSDC’s website and I found out this amazing button link that when you click on it, they tell you how much y’ve spent in total. So mine was ard 600$++ and I figured that I have another 13 more practicals to go for. Do the math and I have to spend another 1000$++ on driving. Just thought that I’ve been juggling well between school and work and I would defo do better to improve my studies. Hmm… I should really start to pay more attention in school work NOW.
Oh one more thing before I go, Lynz is back in SGP! HEHE 😀
BYE!
I think I need a holiday. I have quite alot of things to get off my mind. I’m stressed out for small little issues that comes in a quantity. It’s not abt being optimistic anymore. When people dont listen, there’s nothing you can do?
But I’m kind of in a debt. I owe Jace Mom and Agnes so before I return them I’d not go MIA.
Im thinking if Im rich, I’d prolly be travelling alot. But the thing is after these 18 years, still I don’t dare to sleep alone! Nay 
If one day I could conquer being in the dark alone; and kill lizards, I’d be invincible! HOHO! Nonetheless, both are very hard to achieve!!!!!!!!!!! How can I do this?! Maybe I should give myself till end of this year, to learn to sleep alone. As for murdering lizards…. I think making friends w/ it might be easier?
Studying with sheen @ cafe galilee now! Enjoying Oreo cheesecake and some quick bites! We just had our lunch hehehehhe.
Ytd’s paper was……….manageable and everyone screwed the last qns so it’s okay. Felt better. Still, half the notes I’d read did not come out, stuff I didn’t read all came out. So this must be the part and parcel of a student’s life!
And I’ve heard about the new itouch….. W/ 2 cameras, and then some!!!!!!!! Oh well! If I could trade at a cheap price I wouldn’t mind….
Can’t wait for exams to be over so I can start my practical lessons!!!! 7 more days till the end! 😀
On wind, on wing 