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HELLO WORLD! OMG I havent blogged for a month! I really do miss blogging frequently, just like when Im still in secondary school! Just hopped over to Lynz’s xanga page and trust me, if it’s not a virtual diary the pages would have grown dust! IT’S BEEN 2 YEARS! And I miss that woman very much! Today halfway through my lesson she called me just to say ‘Hi’ and my reaction was pretty bewildered. When has Lynz became so random? And Rachelim who is mugging in her room now for her A’s, if not drooling in her sleep. Neo and Heng YES I MISS DINNER W/ Y’ALL 😦

Alot of things happened aft joining Stagearts. I’ve met wonderful wonderful friends that I want to keep for life and I’ve been scribbling down dates and notes for dance pract in my planner ever so often. Now and then when I think of what have become of me, I’d think, ‘What if I didnt join Andrea for the audition?’ I’d defo be growing fatter at home, lazing ard town after school w/ Andrea, spending unnecessary money on junk, and growing FATTER. Emphasis uh. I realised I could no longer fit into a pants that I would wear to school during year 1 and that’s very bad ’cause I am alr that fat during year 1. So I think I look a disaster now? Okay, congrats for demoralising myself again!

It’s gng 12am alr and yes I am bloody tired! Not sleeping for 8 hours everyday is very bad for me! I dont like it but there’s no way I can allocate my time better to school, dance, driving and work. Time is very precious and so I should be hitting the sack alr! G’night!

O-right!

I think I need a holiday. I have quite alot of things to get off my mind. I’m stressed out for small little issues that comes in a quantity. It’s not abt being optimistic anymore. When people dont listen, there’s nothing you can do?

But I’m kind of in a debt. I owe Jace Mom and Agnes so before I return them I’d not go MIA.

Im thinking if Im rich, I’d prolly be travelling alot. But the thing is after these 18 years, still I don’t dare to sleep alone! Nay If one day I could conquer being in the dark alone; and kill lizards, I’d be invincible! HOHO! Nonetheless, both are very hard to achieve!!!!!!!!!!! How can I do this?! Maybe I should give myself till end of this year, to learn to sleep alone. As for murdering lizards…. I think making friends w/ it might be easier?