Goods.

There is a Popular pre-renovation sale tday @ CWP and i went after work to grab some books i have always wanted to get. I picked around 10 books at first, but i went with Jace so in the end i only managed to get these 4 titles:

Obviously she stopped me frm getting the rest by pouring “cold water” saying, “you buy also no time to read” “you got money meh!” “i v tired alr can you hurry up??” and yada yada. I gave in in the end bec i am quite certain she made full sense passing those remarks. Except the last….

Anyway, this would be the third time im getting “have a little faith”. The first time was for lynz. It was for her 19th bday and she really loves this author. I purchased it for the second time for a very dear friend of mine whom have just gone thru a r/s wreck and i wanted her to “have a little faith”. Finally, the third for myself.

I am gna make time for these books. I love reading! Fiz and Faten got me books fr my birthday last year and i have not have time to read them yet. It’s so excitable knowing there are so many new stories waiting for you to unveil! Ying’s fifty shades of grey trilogy is also on my list! I just cant wait to read thm all after exams.

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State of mind.

I think I’m almost getting depression. I am feeling all the syndromes but of cos I know it isn’t the major depressing kind. Frankly speaking I am just at a point of my life where I have no idea what I am getting myself into. I am getting so lost w/o any guidance. No I am not interested in what I am studying, exam’s in 2 months’ time and here I am thinking abt dropping out. I know I will not do it but the thoughts just seems to linger around all the time.

I would really like to find smth that I love to do and will do it as a career. Although the probability of complaining will still be high but at least it will be what I enjoy doing…

So….when will I find it? Pls guide me 😦

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Ma Thoughts

Few days ago, a shocking incident happened to one of my closest friends. Everyone was beyond words and this incident hit me so hard that I realised have to cherish time spent on things and/or people.

I mean I do know from ages ago that time is precious, and that we should not sqander anyhow. I will have to quote this chinese saying ” 一寸光阴一寸金, 寸金难买寸光阴”

This means that an inch of time can buy an inch of gold, but an inch of gold can never buy you an inch of time. Exactly how precious time is.

I guess many humans on Earth will only realise how precious time is when it is taken away, maybe for eternity. I guess many will have to learn it the hard way. I just hope everyone will learn to cherish whatever that we have, and live in NOW.  

Striveeee.

Tonight I’m gonna make a pact to myself. If i finish chapter 12 tmrw, im good to buy myself one apparel.

But here’s the REAL DEAL…

IF i finish all chapters by tmrw, I get to BUY 3 apparels! How abt that, Yoyo? 😉

Afterall it’s my own money so my pact isnt really significant in terms of monetary value. I have to stoop so low to lure myself into studying. Gosh. Im just so creative sometimes.

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Strength.

I was supposed to wake up earlier than I did this morning. However, that annoying antique habit of mine to hit the snooze button worked up again. I guess I have to kill it soon. 

After I woke up, I set an alarm to wake me from my meditation 15 mins later. Soon after I went into zen mode, there was a terrible itch on my head. Then immediately some saliva welled up in my mouth and I was contemplating whether or not to swallow it down. There was another itch on my face and I was really dying inside myself. I tried to focus on breathing in and out. After what seemed like 30 minutes had passed I finally couldn’t take it anymore. I opened my eyes and gave all those itches a vigorous scratch while reaching out for my phone to check the time. 2.5 more minutes to the end of the regime. If only I had endured a little more…….. 

After breakfast, Jace showed me this really hilarious photo

 

I laughed so hard at it hahahah!

Anyway I have also henceforth decided that I will eat clean for a week from now. I will try hard to endure the urges of giving in to temptations and I BELIEVE I can. 

Dumb or dumb?

I am just so forgetful these days. Or should I say these years to be exact. Ever since I turned 19 my life has gotten so busy and so filled with matters, trivial or not. I rmb I created a new blog early this year bec I wanted to start afresh and I continued blogging here bec I had completely forgotten about the existence of my new blog. OH SWEET DAMN.

To be frank, I got so good at forgetting things, I can’t even recall what was the URL. And when my sis finally remembered it (I mentioned to her once in passing), I went to log in to my new blog but to no avail. I think MAYBE it was bec the 500gb hard disk in my brain didnt contain that source of info. So where did it go? I would, gladly, like to know as well. If there is anyone who can tell me that is.

But it’s all good cos I have decided to just stay put. Afterall I have been using this virtual space for a good…. almost 7 years! WOW I didnt expect to stay so long (ok i admit there were probably 100 l o n g hiatuses)

Anyway……………im changing the skin and I’ll write again.

Word.

Sometimes I just wonder what I am landing myself into. 

And I wonder why is it me who always faces the same old problem which doesn’t seem to affect others.

And I wonder……………………….