My Freedom.

Underneath the skin, is a heart that’s bleeding.
Underneath that heart Im bleeding, Im waiting,
can you make me feel what Im feeling.
‘Cause this world dont ask, it takes, it steals.
Can you feel this heart is beating, like a drum it’s beating it’s calling out to you.
Will you come and rain on this desert heart, like only you can do?
Can you hear this soul is crying, my soul is crying, calling out to you.
Will you come and wash over me? Like only you can do.
Will you be, my freedom? Will you be, my freedom?

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Not being emotional just……. tryina feel the song? Ytd someone said, ‘Feel! As a dancer you must be able to feel the music.’ Yea I knw that but when I panic… another issue alr! :O Kay tmrw’s the day! I have alot of time to feel hope I’d not screw up!

And smth is bugging me! I thought we’re friends but if that’s the way you treat friends then well, I guess there’s nth more I can say.

O-right!

I think I need a holiday. I have quite alot of things to get off my mind. I’m stressed out for small little issues that comes in a quantity. It’s not abt being optimistic anymore. When people dont listen, there’s nothing you can do?

But I’m kind of in a debt. I owe Jace Mom and Agnes so before I return them I’d not go MIA.

Im thinking if Im rich, I’d prolly be travelling alot. But the thing is after these 18 years, still I don’t dare to sleep alone! Nay If one day I could conquer being in the dark alone; and kill lizards, I’d be invincible! HOHO! Nonetheless, both are very hard to achieve!!!!!!!!!!! How can I do this?! Maybe I should give myself till end of this year, to learn to sleep alone. As for murdering lizards…. I think making friends w/ it might be easier?