J.(♥)

ABCDEFGHI(‘J’ WENT UP FOR A REASON, SHHH)KLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ. -.-

Dear diary, I’m very angry at myself for being so KAYPO to go and edit the pictures taken until it became like black and white which I dont like(for now)! Argh! Next time if I want to edit and photos, I must think before I act. I must save a copy first yo. 😡

People, you all rmb these?

National Day I rmb, where we three(lynz, rchl, me) got caught of some lack-of-integrity act. But we did it out of fun. However, we still have doubts on the camera in the machine. ♥

Lynz, me, Rachelllllllllllll! ♥ LOVELOVELOVE!

Agnes, me! CAT FIGHT YO! HAHA! (Love♥)

 

I know big nostriles, shutup! I THINK RACHEL WILL KILL ME 😆 ! But still, ♥.

HEHEHE! I’ve got no peechures of Shieleen Heng la! Argh! Next time I must be very secretive, I want to snap their photos and keep in my memory forever!

Oh, l♥VE!  

I’m sorry honey but I’m passing up now look this way.

I think I hate myself for something but I dont know what exactly it is. Just something inside me made me feel like slapping myself and face the wall for a few damn hours to reflect on it.

I saw a primary school mate while boarding 900 bus today but I did not call out to her bec I think she wont recognise me and besides, she’s with her BF and I dont want to look like a fucktard with both of them looking at me like this –> 😕 *Inserts qns ‘who are you?’* Then I’ll be finding a hole to bury myself and slap myself real hard bec I’ll be looking like some frog. -.- 

Mr Zai taught us on Vennis today and I WANT TO GO THERE WHEN I GROW UP! Esp the what carnival thing. For one week know! ppl will be wearing mask and the old Vienna costumes walking ard partying! Wooohooo! So fun la! I’ve always have a liking for those masks. They’re so pulchritudinous!  

I dont like the uncertainties life hold for everyone. I dont like it. I DONT LIOKE!   

Chapter 181.

Lynette : That’s from your bible! I also wish to die like that(if what you said is true) but I seriously feel like witnessing it yo. AND WHERE ARE YOU TODAY?! 😡

Can someone please use a sand paper and file my neck?! It’s getting more and more itchy! The rashes are occupying my throat la! I feel like a monster when I brush my fingers through my neck, all those tiny thingy popping up! Eeeeee, disgusting. Very.

So, quality time spent today in school. Except for geog bec practically, I’ve learn nothing from it. But maths was great! Not bec the lesson is fun(which most prolly cant be the case) but bec I’ve learnt something. Something very old but just cant seem to force it’s way into my brain. But miracle do happens. For example, TODAY!

I have this sudden urge to go down and buy a cake and pop it inside my mouth. Woohoo! Then the feeling of happiness will be filled within and the background will turn into a wallpaper of flamboyant coloured flowers! Aye, so unrealistic! :./

Anyway, I think the more I say I want to go on a diet, the fattier I’ve become. So fucktard sio! Maybe I should stop saying but will still carry out the plan within thyself.

I WANT GO JALAN JALAN @ TOWN!

In other news :

• REDS COMING! 👿
• Perhaps M’sia outing soon.
• Sakura is so near yet so far! 😐

So long!  

Scratch me, I’m itchy!

Mustika : I cinta you tooooooooooooooxzxzx. Muack muack muackxzxzxzxz!

Whoa! Nothing beats today! Fancy studying like a buffalo for the past few decades for M.T. and I got this dishearting questions which I cant seem to urge my ideas out of my brain! Argh! Anyway, I’m still happy bec it’s finally over! Which means I can watch tvee like there’s no tomorrow at least for a few days! Woohoo! (But if I did not get a distinction, I’m gng to retake no matter what!) And I can bring out my favourite Walt Disney’s Monopoly and play it all alone(can you imagine how sad it is to play a group game alone?) bec no one in the family is gng to play with me! They ALL find it damn boring but I find it the other way. That’s the MOST FUN board games I had ever had! NOTE THAT THIS DOES NOT INCLUDE SNAKES AND LADDERS. SNAKES AND LADDERS IS STILL E BEST!

Speaking of no tomorrow, sis just told me a few days back that the World is gng to end in 2065, which is very early, but I actually felt happy bec I will be witnessing the arrival of it(hopefully I’m still alive and kicking by then). I dont find anyone with the same thoughts except a few days back when I asked Shurou. she said she feels the same way too. BUDDY BUDDY! No, it’s great mind thinks alike!

Did anyone watch the SiChuan chrity show ytd? It’s very heart wrenching. Esp when the two kids recite the poem. It triggers my tear glands. I can feel the tears swimming inside my eyes. How is it like to lost your loved ones? Esp those you see everyday, like your parents/siblings? I’ve felt this before. It’s totally dysphoric! Like that time when coussy was kidnapped(turned out to be a fraud), I nearly cried till I caught no breath.

Reminisce, those days you fought with your loved ones. It the incident really worth fighting about?

Sensitive shit.

Road Run @ Bishan Park 2008

Dear diary, today was the road run and I clinched the 42nd position after running for 3.2 km and earned one point for green house! And Green house won again! Twice! For sports day and for this road run! WOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! 😆 Seriously, I think it’s bec of the rugby boy’s voice that we won. They’re loud and clear not like the other houses whom practically did not do their best to participate in their house cheers. It’s my last year in EVG and I did something for my house! So this explains my happiness yo!

Monday is mother tongue O level alr. I’m nervous. I dont want to retake mother tongue! So, I’m going to give in my best! That’s the ‘Oh YOYO’ spirit yo!

Anyway, I think I’m abit tanned from the scorching sun today. I’m so going to keep myself from the sun! I want to be fair! FAIR FAIR FAIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! 

They can never take away your truth. 

Blank stares on blank pages.

I PROCRASTINATE AGAIN. I DID NOT RUN TODAY. HOW NICE IS THAT? THIS WEEKEND I’LL GO.

PROMISE! 

Nature’s Flash Light.

I plant a few green beans 2 day back and look! It have grown into YOYO’s Organic beansproutsssss! 😆

Closer view :

I strongly think that SiChuan is going to turn into China’s top haunted city bec so many were forced to die on nature’s hand. Maybe at night, ppl will would hear children’s screams and all, crying for Mommies and running around playing with other small spirits. Very pathetic seriously.

So, mourn. For the SiChuans.

Tumult.

Very well, I broke two things today. A milk glass and a spoon(for soup). I THINK THIS IS PURE COINCIDENT BUT MOMSIE SAYS I’M RUSHING IN EVERYTHING I DO.

I’ve been procrastinating my morning run every week either bec I woke up late or *woke up and say next week then run*. I know this is not a very good thing bec I haven’t been exercising for weeks alr and I feel very gross. It’s like the fats are accumulating and I’m doing nothing to stop it from depositing under my skin. Therefore in the LR (long run), spits and tombolos will be formed. -.- very geographic.

I MUST GO AND RUN TMRW I PROMISE, I PROMISE! Unless it rains ultra heavily la. 

Had a mini game of monopoly with Dad and I’m at an advantage bec Dad doesn’t know how to play and I can anyhow twist the rule and twist back again! HOHOHO! No integrity I know.   

Anyway, I want to donate some part of my allowance to the Si Chuan tragedy but I dont know how to. So, I guess I’ll keep those moolah first. Hopefully the school would ask us for donations bec I really want to lend a helping hand to those homeless ppl especially those whom, at the same time, lose their kin and kith. Its really a very traumatizing experience for those SiChuan ppl out there. Just like the 2004 tsunami. Very disasterous. Makes me feel very fortunate living in Singapore bec it’s a very good geographic place.

In addition, on-going Chinese revisions held everyday are very useful. THUMBS UP YO!

Eclipse of the heart.  

Oh!

Dear Diary, I’m very elated bec I got an A2 for my mother tongue overall and I’m very very happy. And my result for M.T. oral is very very very pretty! I got 35/40 (something very proud to talk about)! I know people wont understand how glad I am. Really. HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! 😀

Let’s not talk about the other subjects which are damn horrible, terrible, vegetable! Hokay, failed my EL overall and I’m very sad with it. HOW TO PASS THE BIG O’s WITH A FAIL IN EL?! 

Anyway, had this mini game of chemistry game in class which is really not quite entertaining. 

Mother Tongue in 10 days time and I have got no time to lose! I declined all the mini soccer games with belly and co. and I hope they understand why I dont want to go bec MY CHINESE IS MORE IMPORTANT ❗

In other news :
-Road run next week
-Gran and Aunt’s fam. gng M’sia today 
-SAKURA WITH COUSSY(s) AND SIS(s) AFTER O’s! YUM YUM YUM! 😎

LIVE!

Chat log with Jace-the-pig:mrgreen: :

Hokay, very evil.

Rachel bought her polaroid alr and it’s very tempting! I also want one la but it’s expensive yo! I want to take a good look at her polaroid. She said it’s orange in color! Woohooooooooooooooooo! RACHEL PLEASE LET ME TAKE A LOOK AT IT! 😆 

Okay, back to mother tongue!  

 

Oh Mr wing! With all our hearts to you.

Sticks.

It’s friday today but I dont Tgif bec I’ll be missing 2 straight episodes of <War with in-laws>! So sad but the hapiness of rotting at home on monday(marking day) can cover up my sadness. WHEEEEEEEEEEEE!

I swear after marking day I’m going to be a geek and study till my books rot. I’m not going to watch tvee like there’s no tomorrow. I’m gng to revise every single day. From tmrw onwards, I’ll be focusing on M.T and leave the rest to after May 26. I’m so gng to work hard for M.T. I love my M.T alot and I dont want to score bad results for it.

I did not really touch alot on Chemistry so I’m very prepared to score very bad results for it. I’m going to love my M.T result for MYE bec I put in alot of effort to do it. But if I fail, I’ll cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy -.-. Okay anyway, I’ve applied for Click Five’s world tour concert and I WON ONE PAIR OF TICKETS! But I’m giving it to my sis and she’ll be gng with her friend bec it’s on june and I dont want to neglect my studies. Even one day is alot yo.

Alright, so, I’m going to watch tvee like there’s no tmrw maybe on today, tmrw and sunday(Ironic I know. Didnt I just said I want to start studying from tmrw? You should know, girls are fickle-minded. :p) Then I’ll start studying on Monday. TEEHEEHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Very well planned timetable. I’ve got no dates on Monday bec most of my girlfriends are gng out with their own individual dates. Oh well! I think I’ll stay at home and continue watching tvee.  

After O’s I’m going to have a whole lot of fun with my greatest friends ever! People like Lynette, Agnes, Rachel, Moonleen are gng to be on top of the list! And not forgeting my lovely sayangs! *Insert an extra large-supersized-enormous-whalesized grin!*

Oh! Rachel said she gna buy polaroid this week and I’m so happy for her bec I’ll get to see one too! HEHEAHAHAHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOOOH! I think she’s even more happy, and that’s definitely!

  

Laughter medicine.

Look at this stupid thinggy that I’ve made out of recycled materials for Qas and I a few weeks back. Bec both of us always laugh till we caught no breath during lessons and need this ‘oh-can-give-us-oxygen-to-breathe’ medicine to stabilise ourselves! HAHAHA! Very stupid I know but still, very cutesy right?! YUMMY OXYGENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!

So long!