Distant.

Lazing urge.

Sometimes I just feel an urgent desire to write smth.

When I get that feel normally I am adament that I could finish writing a book. True to details. Sometimes even just by looking at a photograph, I can see my brain depicting it mentally and subconciously.

Maybe I could be a writer.

Breathe.

Caught Black Swan in the cinema today after a swim w/ Ying! It’s fabulous and Im wondering why mom nvr take us to ballet lessons when we were young! Ballet is coooooool!

Well well well, I cant seem to be catching up w/ the pace of time now. Everything seems to be zooming by at the speed of sound! I do have thurs and friday completely free for this week and Im hoping nobody will ask me out ’cause I want to spend time w/ myself! Um, maybe draw some awesome art pieces and revel myself in masochism, or maybe spend the whole day raiding the fridge and watch MioTv! I rmb that’s what I wanted to do while I was mugging hard for exams!

Internship is starting next week and Im stoked yet in this kind-of-dont-want-it-to-start feel! New environment, new colleagues, new clothes and everything new. Hopefully there wont be any DOM in there and I will not talk abt my intern in the internet! It’s so fuggin’ dangerous from how my lecturers put it. NO FACEBOOK. NO TWITTER. NO WORDPRESS. Period.

And I miss the old times w/ my girls! I could still rmb how it used to be them being forever busy while I have a whale of time to spare and now it’s the other way round. And frankly speaking, Im gng to be 10 times busier after internship starts bec I will have 2 jobs to juggle, driving and dance! This really means lesser meet ups. We alr aren’t meeting up as often and I really hope we dont drift apart *shrugs*

Um actually Im becoming more and more pessimistic about life and I see a full glass of water as empty. BEC WHY? SO MUCH DISAPPOINTMENTS THESE DAYS. And I’ve alr decided to not expect anything from anyone from friends to family so my level of disappointment could be kept to the minimum. FUCKYEAHDISAPPOINTMENT.TUMBLR.COM. No there really isn’t this web page I just double confirmed by typing the URL in. This is how free I am naw heehee!

I MISS DANCE.

That’s random. Oh yeah anw, I went club finally wheee! After months of being 18!!!!! And it’s really FUN. HELL YEAH!!!! Everyone should get a chance to let loose there! And my classmates asked me to join them this wed for ladies night again but NO I rejected. BEC WHY? THE CLUB CAN’T EVEN HANDLE ME RIGHT NOW. 

Ravenous!!!!

I am extremely hungry now! Haven’t been blogging cause I didn’t even have time to scratch an itch! HAH not funny but seriously having exams and Speaking of which I have to go for my desatt paper now! Hope it doesn’t keel me and all the best to myself YAY!

That’s what friends are for!

After today, I think I really love the junior dancers so much moreeeeeee! They were such nice, kind and understanding people <3

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‘How I met yr mother’

ME: “Sheen! I just watched How I Met Yr Mother! Too funny!”
*pause*
SHEEN: “Huh! OMG scare me I thought you met my mother just now!”
ME: “HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAA”

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So that was what happened last night when I was chatting w/ Sheen on msn. TOO HILARIOUS!

Anyways, today’s the 19th and it so happened to be my coussy’s bday! YAY TO LEGAL AGE!

Just bought these 2 shoes online and now Im feeling the pinch!

But it’s so nice right!!! HEHEHEHE KAY IM GNG TO DO UP KISSMAS CARDS BYE!

Expect Nothin’

Howdy! It’s come to my attention that WordPress is snowing, again.

Basically, this means that kissmas is coming real soon….& that I have no plans yet! BUT IT’S OKAY ‘CAUSE IM GNG TO EXPECT NOTHING When I expect nothing but smth happens, I’d feel appreciative and if really nothing happens then well, so be it! Lynz suggests that I either spend w/ my mom or go club! Clubbing on the 25th sort of reminds me of packed sardines and I had better stay away from that. Spending it w/ my mom sounds good. We could buy swiss roll and pretend it’s log cake and binge at home. Or I could go to work! Sounds like I have made some contingency plans alr. Alright then! This kissmas I shall expect nothing and see how it goes!

13 Dec!

Hello Im blogging on a Monday! HEHEHE rare sight right!

Been very busy facebooking so I didnt really have time to touch this space. Anw, caught Walking w/ Dinos w/ Qingling on Friday! HEHHE it’s damn awesome and we were so amazed by how real the dinos looked! FANTASTIC!

& This was during sat’s performance!

Euk I know… too fat! Really have to lose some weight alr Im like the fattest in them! :O

Just now I was exploring SSDC’s website and I found out this amazing button link that when you click on it, they tell you how much y’ve spent in total. So mine was ard 600$++ and I figured that I have another 13 more practicals to go for. Do the math and I have to spend another 1000$++ on driving. Just thought that I’ve been juggling well between school and work and I would defo do better to improve my studies. Hmm… I should really start to pay more attention in school work NOW.

Oh one more thing before I go, Lynz is back in SGP! HEHE

BYE!

Rejection.

This is it. My december just have to start this way. Definitely one of the saddest moment in my life today. So dejected and I’ve really lost all my hope.  About everything that’s gna happen for next sem, for the whole 6 months, is this how it is? I think I’ve pinned too much hopes on this and it explains how Im really not feeling too good about it.

Fine, part and parcel of life!